I still sometimes dream about the decision to move to the UK. Take last night, for instance. I was back home, not in our house but in the flat we lived in during my teenage years, and I was there for a visit. But then my parents and I talked, and it was decided that I stay in Germany. My dad even bought and decorated a flat for me to live in, and in my dream I even went so far as to call the office to say I wouldn't be back.
But all the while I had a nagging thought at the back of my head. Something wasn't right. Being home was all well and good, and my own flat would be nice too. Still...
The conflict resolved itself when I, in my dream, decided to go back to the UK after all. My mother looked at me when I told her, nodded, and said she was glad I made that decision.
I have yet to have a dream about this that ends with me staying in Germany.
But all the while I had a nagging thought at the back of my head. Something wasn't right. Being home was all well and good, and my own flat would be nice too. Still...
The conflict resolved itself when I, in my dream, decided to go back to the UK after all. My mother looked at me when I told her, nodded, and said she was glad I made that decision.
I have yet to have a dream about this that ends with me staying in Germany.